listening to: L'arc-en-ciel- Ready Steady Go
I haven't written in here in a while. mostly because people actually started commenting at LJ again, omg. so I've been writing over there a lot.
for the past 4 or 5 days I've been kinda sick. it's pissing me off. like, just about every time I eat something, I get nauseous. and I have this awful recurring headache/jawache/earache thing. it feels like the left side of my head is going to either shrivel up and fall off, or explode. I think I might have some kind of sinus infection. you know that feeling when you just...feel something is wrong inside? I feel like that.
now we move on from griping about sickness to griping abouuuut...people.
people have really been pissing me off lately :D especially certain people that won't shut the hell up about my avatars. a couple of weeks ago, I had this one of Ewan McGregor holding a gun to his head (dressed as Robert from A Life Less Ordinary). it was supposed to be a joke because I had been having a bad time the past couple of days. but no. they just had to keep bothering me about it til I changed it. "I'm very anti-suicide." well, so am I. but it was a joke. A JOKE. (chances are if you're reading this, I'm not talking about you.)
right now I've got this one of Hyde that I did. I'll admit he looks feminine. but he's still a MALE. (and a hot one at that.) so stop with the damn girly j-rocker wisecracks already. I could see if he was like, wearing a dress or had ribbons in his hair or something like that, but no. it's just a picture of his face. I'm gonna leave it up til the end of time just to piss people off now.
also, here's something else that's starting to piss me off. ADD. it takes everything I have not to grab these people by the shoulders and shake them til their brains fall out. yes, I know that some people really do have a problem, but I think it's GROSSLY overdiagnosed. I swear that half of these people are just using it as an excuse for being scatterbrained or lazy. a person that used to talk to me on a regular basis suddenly stops answering IMs half the time. this is ADD? ADD just suddenly manifests out of nowhere? if that's the truth, then I'll take a couple of hits over the head for my ignorance. but I highly doubt that's true. don't get me wrong, I still care about the guy, but it's getting REALLY frigging old that he won't talk to me half the friggin' time anymore.
you know what I blame? online gaming. the sad part is that I'm not kidding. ever since Final Fantasy XXIifdsf, Ragnarok Online, Halo, and all those other games became popular, I've been having a hard time getting certain people to talk to me. here's my solution: if you're gonna be gaming, then DON'T GET ON AIM! and if you insist on being signed in all the time, PUT AN AWAY MESSAGE ON! omg, it's so hard isn't it! *spits*
...wow, I was in a worse mood than I thought.
